In the last week, I’ve tried to blog a few times but my browser always froze before I was finished. IE can be such a bitch sometimes.
* * *I’m actually feeling apprehensive about school. I’m like
dreading it, which is slightly surprising. I’ve never before been overly excited about going back to school, but neither have I felt this impending sense of doom. Okay, maybe I’m being dramatic; not
doom per se, but there’s uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. It doesn’t quite make sense though; it would have been understandable had I felt this way lasy year when I was a freshman.
I think all this nervousness is because of the classes I’m taking. I have no idea what I’m in for, and I guess the fear of the unknown is kicking in. I’m especially worried about my Civil Society module: the workload seems pretty big, there’s an attachment involved and the subject matter seems pretty overwhelming right now. To make it worse, it’s my first class on Monday and I don’t wanna look like an idiot at the first lesson. On the other hand, I’ve heard some pretty good things about the professor -about how brilliant he is and how he makes classes interesting and challenges you to think.
And I think my self-inflicted pressure to do really well this semester is rearing its ugly head. It’s not the end of the world if I don’t bring my CAP up; but I really want to.
This queasy feeling will probably pass soon enough, but as of now, I’m feeling distinctly worried.
* * *It’s difficult to believe that 3 months of holidays have passed. I hardly did anything! A part of me is glad to have something to do with my time, once school starts, but I’ll miss sleeping in the wee hours of the morn and waking up late and catchign my daily dose of
Oprah. No more spending hours online (Well, okay… there’ll be
less online time, but I’m not gonna cut myself off completely. That would be madness).
* * *I got my hair cut on Tuesday. I now have bangs. Heh. I have mixed feelings about them: sometimes I like them and other times, I wish my hair would grow faster. Tsk. But for the most part, I’m happy with it. I’ll be happier when they grow out a little. ;)
* * *There’s a bunch of things I need to do before Monday, but naturally, I haven’t gotten round to doing most of them. Sigh.
I was planning to write this weekend, but it seems like that’s not gonna happen. I was also planning on putting up my new William layout, but I don’t feel like dealing wth HTML. I haven’t felt like doing anything constructive today, so I ended up doing nothing more than napping and reading. Damn, I’m such a bum. Heh.
* * *There’s a new layout at
Ad Astra. It features my favourite HP character- Draco Malfoy. Heehee. So hot, he is. :)
* * *My mom bought a digital camera sometime last week. It’s the Canon I-XUS 400, which is a lovely little thing. :D So once I’ve gotten around to transferring them to my computer, I’ll put some of them up. And I show off my cute little niece!
* * *I still can’t get over the Clowns’ Philimination. Sniff. Damnit, all it took was some Korean fog to derail them! They were the most competent racers and they
deserved a top three spot. They should have won it all, negating whiny!undeserving!Flo’s win last year and proving that good guys can win the Race. Grrrr.
They ran a good Race; they were just bit in the ass by their one and only major mistake. Sigh. Their final words on the Mat made me all weepy-ish. Sniff. Oh, the injustice!
Now, I have no one to root for. I can’t decide which of the three left I’d like to win.
* * *ETA: Happy belated birthday to
Hani, who turns the big 21! :)