http://www.unfold.paper-o.com ... breathing histories into stories untold ... Sun, 18 Oct 2009 16:10:36 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Given that 26 is pretty much heading into the later half of 20s, I wanted to do something special for myself to mark the occassion. I wanted to do 2 things. I wanted to create my own visionboard with the things I want to attract to my life and I ... http://www.unfold.paper-o.com/2009/10/19/looking-forward/ I think I need to dial it back a little. Pushed myself a little too hard this week; between dance class, yoga, pilates, my body couldn't handle it. Add to that a virus going around at home and you got one sick puppy. The suckiness really started Tuesday night when ... http://www.unfold.paper-o.com/2009/10/16/breakdown/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://www.unfold.paper-o.com/2009/10/03/nobody-ever-said-it-would-be-easy/ It's been nonstop action for the past 3 months. July was O p en Stu dio month. Work kept me on the edge in August and, of course, I celebrated my birthday. And got a brand-spankin-new room in the process! September wasn't supposed to be busy but a last-minute offer ... http://www.unfold.paper-o.com/2009/09/29/undone/ 14 August 2009 hasn't been anywhere near as fan-fuckin-tastically awesome as 14 August 2008. (It was, in fact, the polar opposite as the workday was insanely busy and sucky and stressful.) A year later, and it still feels surreal! A lot of things had to go right and I guess the stars ... http://www.unfold.paper-o.com/2009/08/14/how-many-lives-till-another-you/ "You have to love dancing to stick to it. It gives you nothing back, no manuscripts to store away, no paintings to show on walls and maybe hang in museums, no poems to be printed and sold, nothing but that single fleeting moment when you feel alive. It is not ... http://www.unfold.paper-o.com/2009/08/04/im-alive/ I'm at a point where I just wanna go hide in a cave. It's been a rough few weeks. Work is overwhelming at times. There are a lot of new things happening and I'm in the thick of it. Trying hard to keep up and do the things that really ... http://www.unfold.paper-o.com/2009/07/22/drowning/ I was going through a bit of a Dance Depression, where I was feeling sorry for myself and wallowing in my own perceived suckiness. Feeling crappy in class, being insecure about my Op e n St udi o choreo and just being hard on myself. Tonight, instead of being productive ... http://www.unfold.paper-o.com/2009/06/25/you-live-for-the-fight-cos-its-all-that-youve-got/ There's nothing like a masterclass to make one feel like a completely inadequate dancer. /o\ Al vin de Ca st ro is in town to teach a couple of classes. I happily signed up for both his advanced classes (bye bye $80!) and got my ass PWNED in class. Hahahaha. At ... http://www.unfold.paper-o.com/2009/06/14/dance-on/ Yes, I am planning to do a picspam of Eastern Europe. It's just feel overwhelming cos I have to look through 2,000 pics (not even kidding; my mom took that many pics!), pick the ones I like and then resize and caption. O___O Currently, I don't have enough hours in ... http://www.unfold.paper-o.com/2009/06/07/need-more-than-24/